남편이란넘..어쩜출산후이리도달라졌을까요??정말욕나오네요..전출산후 조리원에있는데요..남편이란넘저랑아기를위해청소한답시고집에서서랍정리를하나보드라구요..며칠에걸려한다면서투덜대더니낼조리원퇴실하는날이고친정엄마가몸조리해주러오시기로했다가감기때문에못오시게되서당장낼조리원퇴실후걱정이되서..그래도남편이도와주면할수있겠다싶어전화했더니또투덜~저흰아직애기이름을안지어서태명부르고있거든요..인터넷적명알아보랬더니알아보지않았다고투덜..사실이름은한글이름으로알아본다고하기에저는슬찬이생각하고있었거든요..신랑도슬찬이괜찮다고~근데시엄니가탐탁치않아하셔서..본인이우리말사전을사다알아보기로했는데파는곳이없나보더라구요..출생신고이제2주정도앞두고발등에불떨어지니까알아보지않는대며투덜대고..생각치도않게해놓고선..발등에불떨어지니까알아보지않는다고하고~엄마를대신할산후도우미신청을해야하는데정부지원으로할려고하거든요~근데정부지원도우미업체명적어놓은게집에있어서집에가서알아봐야할것같다고했더니집에와서알아본댔다고투덜~솔직히조리원에서인터넷하기쉬운게아니잖아요??콜오면바로수유하러가고~하도투덜대서언재서랍정리하랬느냐며한마디했더니그럼집이더러운데안할수있느냐며저랑애기를위해하는거라며~저랑애길위하는데좀기분좋게해주면안되나??낼당장조리원퇴소하고불안한데좀많이도와줘야할것같다고했더니남편왈~자기만죽어난대면서~친정어머님대신해서시어머님바로위층에사시는데낼저녁부터우리집서주무시기로했다면서남편이란넘은위층에서자겠다고하네요..어머님오시면불편하다고하니까그럼제가직접어머님께말하라고하고...일가야하는데애기가울면잠못잔대면서..저보고철좀들으라며~짜증나서전화를그냥끊어버렸네요..임신막달에도언제애기가나올지몰라불안한데약속있다며나가더니새벽에들어오고약간다퉜다고밖에나가또새벽에들어오고..이사람이결혼전그사람이맞나싶을정도로~서운하고화도나고..애기는낳았는데...진짜도망치고싶네요~애기랑같이...우울증때문에하루에도몇번씩눈물훔치는중인데..구런맘알아주면금방풀어질것을왜자꾸실타래엉키는것처럼되는건지...신경쓰니까잠이오지않아몇자남겨봤네요..글솜씨가없어두서없지만..답답한심정으로글남겨봐요~